Why
Some Seekers
Are Not
Saved
by Charles H. Spurgeon
NO. 2411
INTENDED FOR READING ON
LORD’S-DAY, MAY 5TH, 1895,
DELIVERED BY C. H. SPURGEON,
AT THE METROPOLITAN TABERNACLE,
NEWINGTON.
ON LORD’S-DAY EVENING, MAY
8TH, 1887.
“Behold the Lord ‘s hand
is not shortened, that it cannot save;
neither his ear heavy,
that it cannot hear: but your iniquities have
separated between you
and your God, and your sins have hid his
face from you, that he
will not hear.”-Isaiah. 59:1, 2.
THERE are some people who
are not saved, though we should have
expected that they would
have been converted long ago. Our text explains
the reason, so, without
any preface, let us come to it at once.
I. First, let us consider,
THE FACT CONFESSED!
The people of whom I am
specially thinking just now have been hears of
the gospel, and diligent
hearers, too. Their seat is seldom vacant, and they
are not among those who
go to sleep during the sermon. They do not enjoy
the Sunday after the fashion
of the countryman, who said that he liked that
day best because he could
go to church, put up his feet, fall asleep, and
think of nothing at all.
The people to whom I am referring really listen to
what the preacher has to
say; they are attentive, and they seek to retain in
their memories the truths
he preaches. They even talk when they are at
home of the striking passages,
if such there be, in what they have heard.
You would suppose that such
persons would get a blessing from the
gospel; yet they do not.
They have now been for years listening to an
earnest minister, they would
not like to hear one who was not earnest.
They have grown to be somewhat
discriminating in their taste; they know
what is the gospel, and.
they would not care to be present at a service in
which the gospel was not
clearly set forth; yet, for all this, they are not
saved. They stand out in
the shower, yet they are not wet. They are like
Gideon’s fleece, perfectly
dry when all the ground was saturated with the
dew. This is a strange circumstance;
but, alas! by no means an uncommon
one. We should not have
thought that there could be such people, but we
are compelled to believe
that there are, for we frequently stumble across
them, people who are often
sitting under the sound of the gospel, yet who
never hear it with the ears
of their heart. The light shines upon their
eyeballs, yet they do not
see it, for thick scales seem to be there to hide
from them the beams of the
sun.
You will be perhaps still
more surprised when I add that there are some
people who go beyond hearing,
and yet are not saved. They have become
men of prayer after a fashion;
are they not described in the chapter I read
to you? “Yet they seek me
daily, and delight to know my ways, as a nation
that did righteousness,
and forsook not the ordinances of their God: they
ask of me the ordinances
of justice, they take delight in approaching to
God.” These people are in
such a state of mind that, if they went to their
business without the repetition
of a form of prayer, they would be uneasy
through the whole day. What
is more, it is not merely a form of prayer; in
some cases, there is a measure
of life, and desire, and earnestness in their
devotions. Only this morning,
one of them sighed when the sermon was
over, and he said, “Oh,
that I could be a friend of God!” And a few Sunday
nights ago, the one of whom
I am speaking, when he reached his home, fell
on his knees in his own
private room, and asked God to bless the word to
his soul. This same thing
happened to him ten or even twenty years ago, he
has often been stirred up,
and driven to his knees in prayer; yet he has gone
no further, but still remains
to his own consciousness an undecided,
hesitating person, on the
borders of the kingdom, yet not in the kingdom,
almost persuaded, yet not
fully persuaded to be a Christian. You know,
dear hearers, and I hardly
need tell you that a man who is almost honest is
a rogue, and the man who
is almost a Christian is an unchristian person.
There was a man who was
almost saved in a fire, but he was burnt; there
was another who was almost
healed of a disease, but he died; there was
one who was almost reprieved,
but he was hanged; and there are many in
hell who were almost saved.
I am not talking now at a
venture; I know that, with some of my most
hopeful hearers, it is just
as I have been describing it; they do hear the
gospel, and they do pray
to God, yet they have not gone beyond those
outward exercises, they
have not believed in the Lord Jesus Christ, and
they have not received him
into their hearts as their own personal Savior.
I know also that these people
are greatly disappointed with themselves; not
altogether so, for they
know to a great extent where the blame lies, but yet
they had hoped better things
of themselves. If anyone had told them, ten,
twelve, or twenty years
ago, that they would be where they now are, each
one of them would have said,
“I hope that will not be the case with me; I
trust that, long before
the time you mention, I shall have cast in my lot with
the people of God, and shall
have been saved in the Lord with an
everlasting salvation.”
They are still hoping, but their hope is curdling into
doubt, and their doubt is
souring into despair; and I am very fearful lest
that despair should lead
them into still greater sin.
I want to speak specially
to these friends; I shall do it with much kindness
of heart towards them, but
I wish to do it also with equal faithfulness,
praying all the while that
what I say may help them to escape from their
present unsatisfactory and
unsafe position.
II. So, in the second
place, I call their attention to THE IMPUTATION IMPLIED AND MET.
It is suggested to some that,
inasmuch as they are not saved though they have put themselves in the way
of saving ordinances, and though they have sought salvation, perhaps salvation
is not so easily to be had as it used to be, perhaps Christ cannot save
them as he has saved others.
Notice the first word of
our text: “Behold.” This is like our nota bene;
mark well, turn your eye
this way, “Behold, the Lord’s hand is not
shortened, that it cannot
save; neither his ear heavy, that it cannot hear.”
You are called upon to mark
this, distinctly to see it, and to entertain no
doubt about it. If you are
not saved, it is not because God is unable to save
you, nor is it because he
is unwilling to hear your prayers. Do listen to this
word, for it is God himself
who speaks it. He knows whether his hand is
palsied, or whether his
ear is deaf; and he himself declares that his hand is
not shortened that it cannot
save, and that his ear is not heavy that it
cannot hear. If you have
any doubt about this fact, I recommend you to
prove it for yourselves;
come by faith to Jesus, and see whether he will
save you. We sang just now,-”Venture
on him, venture wholly,” and if you?
think that it is a venture,
if you fancy that, peradventure, the blood of
Christ cannot cleanse you,
or the Spirit of God cannot renew you, come
and put the matter to the
test. Dare now to cast yourself at Jesus feet, and
say, “I believe that thou
canst save me, and I trust thee to be my Savior.” If
he does not save thee, if
he cannot do so, thou hast at least made the trial;
but I do beseech thee to
listen to this text, do not close thine ear or thy
heart to its message, “Behold,
behold, behold, the Lord’s hand is not
shortened, that it cannot
save; neither his ear heavy, that it cannot hear.”
This passage proves that
the power to wave remains with God unimpaired.
Just as of old he forgave
great sinners through the atoning sacrifice of his
well-beloved Son, so is
he able to forgive great sinners now. He forgave
the dying thief, and he
can forgive you. All manner of sin and of blasphemy
have been forgiven unto
men, and all manner of sin and of blasphemy can
be forgiven unto you. Though
you had spent a lifetime in drunkenness, or
unchastity, or dishonesty,
or any other form of evil, though you should
have grown grey in the service
of sin and Satan,-“
There is a fountain flll’d
with blood,
Drawn from Immanuel’s veins
And sinners, plunged beneath
that flood,
still, still, Lose all their
guilty stains.”
There is the same power with
God to forgive sin as there used to be, for
the blood of Jesus is as
powerful to cleanse as ever it was.
Note also that there is
the same power of the Holy Spirit to change your
nature as ever there was.
He who turned Saul of Tarsus from an enemy
into an apostle can do just
the same with you. Of old, conversion was
likened to the raising of
the dead; and he who has quickened many a dead
soul can quicken your dead
soul, and raise you from the dead. It was also
called a new creation, and
he who made all things new in other men can
make all things new in you.
Look ye, sirs, if you think
that God cannot forgive sin nowadays as he did
in the olden times, I stand
here as a living witness to the contrary, for I
know that he has pardoned
me. It always has surprised me, but I do not
think that ever in my life
I so mush wondered at being a child of God as I
wonder now. Thirty- seven
years ago, I was baptized into the sacred name,
and I adored the grace of
God then; but not as much as I do now. What I
owe to that grace, it is
not possible for me to express. Every time I preach?
to you, I feel unworthy
of my sacred office, and I would fain run from it if I
dared; but woe is unto me
if I preach not the gospel. Yet I bear witness to
this fact, that the grace
of God, which was able to save me, is able to save
you. Here, give me your
hand, you trembler, give me your hand! I wish
that I could go round the
galleries, and down below there in the area, and
get a hold of your hands;
and say to each one of you, “My brother, my
sister, the Lord can save
you, he can save you; I am a witness that he can
save you because he has
saved me. His hand is not shortened, that it cannot
save.”
But I need not speak of myself
only; if it were proper, I could ask
hundreds, ay, thousands,
of persons who are present this evening at this
service, to stand up, and
bear witness that the Lord saved them, and that
they firmly believe, after
what has been wrought in them, that no case is
beyond the reach of almighty
grace. Come along with you, then; do not
east blame upon God, as
though your not being saved was the result of
want of power on the part
of God the Father, God the Son, or God the
Holy Ghost, for it is not
so.
You say that it must be the
want of will, then; but it is not, for the Lord’s
willingness to hear remains
the same as ever. You are called upon in the
text to behold that his
ear is not heavy, that it cannot hear. You know that
there are none so deaf as
those that will not hear; and if God resolved not
to hear your prayers, then
he would be indeed the possessor of a heavy ear.
But he has not resolved
to refuse your prayer; you may be unwilling to
pray, but God is not unwilling
to hear. “If thou seek him, he will be found
of thee.” “Seek ye the Lord
while he may be found, call ye upon him while
he is near;” “for every
one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh
findeth; and to him that
knocketh it shall be opened.” If thou wilt come in
God’s way, and cast thyself
at Christ’s feet, and cry for mercy for his sake,
thou shalt have it as surely
as there is a God in heaven. Ho knoweth that I
lie not when I offer to
be bondsman for my Master that he will keep his
promise, “Whosoever shall
call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved;”
and that “whosoever” must
include you. Call upon his name, and prove for
yourself the truth of the
promise.
Perhaps someone asks the
question, “If what you tell me is true, why is it
that I who am really hearing,
and. seeking, and praying am not saved?”
Now I want to try and find
that out.?
III. Therefore, my
third division will be, THE ACCUSATION PRESSED AND EXPLAINED.
If you will permit me, I
will call upon you as a physician might. There is
something the matter with
you, and you want to know what it is. I shall
probably have to probe a
little, and perhaps have to go pretty deep, and if
you really desire to receive
a blessing, if there is anything, which I say that
fits your case, will you
kindly take it home? Even if it should seem very
personal, and should make
you feel cross, I cannot help that. You know
that good blisters are not
pleasant things, yet they may be very necessary. I
want, if I can, to find
out why it is that you have not obtained peace with
God. The clue which guides
me in my search is in the second verse of my
text, “Your iniquities have
separated between you and your God, and your
sins have hid his face from
you, that he will not hear.”
Now hearken. Your accusation
against God may be turned against you.
You thought that God’s hand
was shortened, that it could not save; but it
is your hand that is shortened,
for you have not laid hold upon Christ. You
have not taken your sins
to him to be put away, you have not turned to
God with full purpose of
heart, you are shorthanded, but the Lord is not.
You said that God’s ear
was heavy. Nay, nay, nay, it is your ear that is
heavy; you have not heard
what God the Lord has been saying to you, you
have not been obedient to
the heavenly message. All the mischief lies with
yourself, not with God;
and at the last, if you are not saved, the blame will
not rest upon the Savior,
but upon yourself. This is the doctrine that we
preach; if a man be saved,
all the honor is to be given to Christ; but if a
man be lost, all the blame
is to be laid upon himself. You will find all true
theology summed up in these
two short sentences, salvation is all of the
grace of God, damnation
is all of the will of man.
The real reason why you have
not found peace, you who have sought it, is
sin; not your sins in the
abstract, for, “though your sins be as scarlet, they
shall be as white as snow;
though they be red like crimson, they shall be as
wool.” No sin, whatever
it is, shall ruin any man if he shall come to Christ
for mercy. Though you are
black as hell’s midnight through iniquity, yet if
you will come to Christ,
he is ready to cleanse you. It is sin, after all, that
lieth at the door, and blocks
your way to the Savior.
First, it may be sin unconfessed.
Permit me to ask whether you have made
before God a full and complete
confession of your sin. I do not insist that
you should go into the details
of every sin; that would be impossible, but
there must be no cloaking
or attempting to hide any sin from God. There
must be no wish to excuse
yourself, or to make out that what might be sin
in others was less sinful
in you. The Romanist tries to get help in
confession by going to his
priest, and the priest puts many questions to him
to help his memory. We observe
no such practice as that, for we believe it
to be ruinous to the priest
and mischievous to the man; but we do ask you
to make confession to God,
for remember that it is written, “If we confess
our sins, he is faithful
and just to forgive us our sins.” Recollect how the
prodigal said, “Father,
I have sinned against heaven, and in thy sight.”
Have you said that? That
is the beginning of the saved life, the
acknowledgment of your former
evil ways, the humble and truthful
confession that you deserve
the wrath of God on account of your sin, the
putting of yourself into
the dock, as one who pleads guilty, and who could
not speak against God even
if he took you at your word, and condemned
you there and then. You
must take that position; you must not expect
pardon till you plead guilty.
Only acknowledge thy transgression, and then
mayest thou lay hold on
Christ as thy Savior, and believe in him for perfect
pardon. It may be that you
have never had peace with God because you
have not made a confession
of your sin in plain, distinct terms. It is no
good to mince matters with
God; he knows all about you. Your secret sins-the
sins your wife does not
know, and that no one knows but yourself,-they
are all known to him. Go
and whisper them into the great Father’s ear,
with many a tear of deep
regret that you should have offended so
grievously against him.
If you do not so, unconfessed sin will be a barrier
between your soul and God.
But, next, sin is a very
great hindrance to grace when it is sin unforsaken.
Some men know they are doing
wrong, yet they will not quit it. They
confess sin, yet still go
on with it. They are half resolved to part with it, but
they never really do so.
They know that it is the right eye that offends, but
they dare not pluck it out;
and that it is the right hand that offends, but they
will not cut it off. They
are dilatory about this work, and they still go on in
sin. I appeal to your own
conscience, can you expect God to pardon your
sin while you continue in
it? Can you think of the blessed Son of God
coming to the world to be
a minister of sin? That heart must be wicked to
an awful extreme which will
dare to say, “God is merciful, therefore I will
continue in sin. We are
saved by faith alone, therefore I will believe in
Christ, and go on in my
sin.” Why, man, you are perverting the gospel of
Christ to your own destruction!
You are making for yourself a deathbed?
which will be very terrible,
since you are finding a way to hell hard by that
wicket gate which lets men
into the road to heaven. I pray you, do not
desecrate the very cross
of Christ by hanging yourself upon it! There are
some who do even that. You
must forsake your sins if you would be saved.
Christ has come to save
his people from their sins, not in their sins.
Drunkard, you cannot keep
your cup and yet go to heaven. I speak plainly.
You who are accustomed to
lie cannot have a lying tongue and a saved
soul. If any of you cheat
in business, do not talk to me about your faith in
Christ. If you can lie,
and cheat, and act unfairly, you are of your father,
the devil, and he will have
you as surely as you live unless you repent, and
turn from your evil ways.
There is no real salvation except salvation from
sinning, so your sin must
be quitted. I put this question to any man here
who is a hearer, and a seeker,
and yet who does not find peace,-Is there
not some sin that you have
yet to abandon? If there be, God help you, by
his mighty grace, to get
rid of it at once!
There may be also some sin
that has been forsaken, but it is still loved. Sin
hankered after is a great
barrier to grace. When the cow’s calf is taken
away, how she bellows after
it! And there is many a man who has had his
sin taken away from him,
yet he still longs after it. He does not sin with his
hand or his foot, but he
sins with his heart, his soul goes a-lusting after his
iniquities. Now, while it
is so, while sin still lies in the heart, can you expect
to have peace with God?
No, you must have the evil out, not from the
house only, but from the
heart. You must have done with it, not with the
hand only, but with the
very desire of your spirit. “Oh!” say you, “that is
hard work.” It is harder
work than you can accomplish; and in order to do
it you must be born again.
This truth should drive you to Christ that he
may give you this new life
by his Holy Spirit. But, mark you, if it is not
your desire to give up the
love of sin, you will never find salvation while
you are thus hankering after
evil.
There are some who are hindered
from finding peace, I do not doubt,
through sin of which they
are not aware. “Oh!” say you, “that is rather a
puzzling statement.” Well,
there is many a man who is living in sin without
being aware that it is sin,
and that may keep him back from finding peace
with God. I have to add
this also, that many men do not want to find out
too much. There are great
numbers of people who do not want to learn too
much about their sin. You
know that light breaks in upon us by degrees; if
we sin in the dark, that
sin is not so grossly guilty and serious as sin in the
light. But if we are in
that darkness willfully, and we do not wish to have it?
removed, then we shall be
guilty indeed. If I commit a crime, and then say,
“I did not know that I was
breaking the law,” the judge says, “I cannot
help your ignorance; you
broke the law, and you must bear the penalty.”
But supposing I have a book
at home that tells me all about the
requirements of the law,
and I still say to the judge, “I did not know what
the law forbade,” then he
would answer, “But you ought to have known.
You have committed a double
offense, as you have not studied the law. It
was put into your house
with a command that you should study it, and you
are therefore doubly guilty,
for you have refused to pay sufficient respect
to the law to learn what
it says.” I fear that some of you people are not
conscious of your sin because
you do not want to know it. Where
ignorance is bliss, you
think it folly to be wise; but it would not be folly to
be wise unto salvation.
Some of you are losing comfort, losing years of
usefulness, losing all certainty
about heaven, because you will not search
the Scriptures, and you
do not desire to know what evil thing it is in you
which separates between
you and your God. O men and women, do not lie
under such a charge as this!
Say, “I will know the worst of my case. If I
have to probe as with a
lancet, I will find out what the mischief is. My
prayer shall be, ‘Lord,
let me know the very worst of my case, that I may
afterwards find that sure
salvation which will stand the test even of the day
of judgment itself!’“
I would further suggest that
there may be some who are really seeking to
believe, but they do not
find peace because of some sin of omission. Does
that open a window anywhere
for any one of you? It is not so much that
you are doing wrong as that
you are not doing right. You are forgetting
some positive duty, and
it is that which separates between you and your
God. I have had some very
curious experiences which I may never tell so
that the persons about whom
I relate them will ever be known. There was
one which happened so long
ago that I may tell it without fear. A man,
through reading my sermons,
was convinced of sin. He sought the Savior,
but he found no peace. He
was a long time in darkness, and at last it was
suggested to him that perhaps
he found no peace with God because of
some wrongdoing that remained
unforgiven. It appeared that, some years
before, he had robbed a
person who was not aware of the theft; he had
taken a large sum of money,
and he could never rest till that amount had
been returned. I never saw
the man who had been robbed, and I had to
rack my brain to find a
way by which I could return that large sum to him
without giving him any clue
as to who it was that took it. I managed the?
business, and I have the
receipt for the money, and I have never heard
another word about it; but
he who was in heaviness of heart is now a joyful
Christian man, as I firmly
believe, though I have never seen him. The
money he had taken from
the other man lay upon his conscience, and when
the stolen sum had been
restored to its rightful owner, God granted peace
to the one who had made
restitution. It may be that there is someone else
who has something that does
not belong to him; if so, let him also make
restitution. If any of you
have been fraudulent bankrupts, try to make up
that twenty shillings in
the pound, which you ought to have paid. Christ did
not come into the world
to let you live as a rogue, and then sneak into
heaven at last. No, he would
make you an honest man at once; and when
he has done so, there will
he another obstacle to your finding joy and peace
removed out of the way.
Now let us aim once more
at the target; I am trying to find out why it is
that some seeking sinners
cannot find peace. Do you not think that some
fail to find peace because
they have an ugly temper? Some people are born
with nasty tempers; they
are a poor inheritance for anybody. I heard one
say that he was sorry that
he had lost his temper. I was uncommonly glad
to hear that he had lost
it, but I regretted that he found it again so soon.
There are persons who are
at variance with their mother or their father; and
it is very sad when husbands
and wives are at strife with one another;
perhaps some such are listening
to me now. You are praying, you say, and
you wonder that God does
not have mercy on you; and yet there is strife in
the household! Or it may
be that your poor girl ran away from home, and if
she were to come back to-night,
you would shut the door in her face,
would you not? You are so
good and respectable, that you could not
harbour your own child!
Yet you expect God to take pity upon you, do
you? Or you parted from
your husband in a pet, and you have never gone
back to him, and you want
to find peace with God. Peace with God? Get
peace with man before you
talk about finding peace with God. You
brothers and sisters have
had a quarrel, and have made up your minds that
you will never forgive one
another. O sirs, let me be very plain with yen, if
you cannot be at peace with
your fellow men, you cannot hope to be at
peace with God! The Lord
bids you leave your offering at the altar,-he
must not be insulted with
it,-first be reconciled to thy brother, and then
come and seek peace with
thy God. Malice in the heart is altogether
inconsistent with grace,
and it must be cast out. I know two brothers who
will not speak to one another;
yet one of them professes to be a Christian,
and the other says he wants
to be one. What will God do with both of
them? I cannot tell what
to do with either of them, I am sure. A part of
salvation is to save us
f rein an evil hateful spirit, and to make us love God
and love our fellowmen also.
Perhaps that is the reason why some of you
can find no peace, because
you have been indulging an evil temper.
And do you not think, once
more, that there are some who find no peace
because of an intellectual
sin? There are sins of intellect quite as surely as
there are sins of ignorance.
Some men know a great deal too much to go to
heaven; that is to say,
they think that they know better than their Bibles,
and better than their God!
Their dear mother now in heaven,-oh, she was a
poor, simple-minded creature!
Their father, stern in his integrity,-oh, he is a
bigot! The preacher who
proclaims the gospel with all his heart and soul,
and brings many to Christ,-he
is a man behind his times; he has no”
culture.” Bah! what fools!
I cannot use a milder word to describe some of
you. I only wish that the
compliment I have thus paid you were true in the
best sense, for if you were
fools, you would enter into heaven, but because
you are so wise, you are
more likely to miss the way. God has oftentimes
chosen those who think nothing
of themselves, and are poor and needy,
while the great ones who
are proudly wise, disdain the road that lends to
Paradise. Oh, be not too
great to enter heaven! Be converted, and become
as little children, else
ye shall in no wise enter therein.
I am going to close my discourse,
yet I do not want to say the last thing
that comes into my mind.
I have been describing a great many reasons why
some people do not find
peace with God; but sometimes there are reasons
that I have not mentioned.
One of these is the commission of gross or
secret sin. Oh, the things
that a man who cares for the souls of his fellows
has to see and mourn over
in this world! It must be fifteen or sixteen years
ago that I was called to
visit a dying man. I had seen him before when he
was ill and in distress
of mind, and I had tried to bring him to the Savior,
and to comfort him. He attended
the Tabernacle constantly, and I could not
make out why he did not
find rest and peace. ‘I often tried to remove
various obstacles which
I thought were in his way, but I never found out
why he had no peace till
after he was dead. Then I understood it; I cannot
tell you all that there
was in it, it is sufficient to say that he was living in
known sin of the saddest
kind. Kind, generous, loving, all you could wish
him to be; but, alas! there
was another household and another family found
afterwards; and I could
understand that, while he lived so, there could be
no peace between him and
God. I hardly like to say it, but I may be?
addressing somebody who
is in a similar condition tonight. My dear souls,
do not try to live in sin
and yet to be Christians! Do not pretend to hope in
God while you are indulging
secret vice; it cannot be so. You must either
give up your sins or give
up all hope of heaven. Men and women, this is an
evil age, full of impurity;
and it behoves the minister of God, when he is
dealing with men’s souls,
to speak very plainly, and I am forced to put the
truth to you thus. Nobody
knows of your sin; you have never been found
out; yet it may be that
you are living in the constant commission of some
secret sin. By the love
you bear to your own souls, and by your desire to
find Christ, I beseech you
to flee from the evil thing, escape for your life,
flee from the wrath to conic,
and then lay hold on eternal life, for there is
salvation in Christ, there
is life for a look at him, but that life consists in
great measure in being healed
of sin; and you cannot continue a foul life
and yet be washed in the
Savior’s blood. It is a contradiction in terms, and
a contradiction in fact.
As I shall meet you, my hearers, at the bar of God,-and
as a dying man who may never
speak to you again, I thought that I
would put this truth in
such a way that, if I went home to bed to die, I
should not have the blood
of any one of you resting upon my skirts,-I
beseech you, by eternity,
by heaven, by hell,-and there is a hell, let the
smooth-tongued liars of
this age say what they will,-by heaven, by hell, and
by your own immortality,
fly to Christ, give up your sin, and he saved by
believing in Jesus even
now!
God grant it! Amen and Amen.
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